Wednesday, May 04, 2011

dear bee

dear bee,
with love.

i miss us so bad like nothing else in the world,
i miss the silliness, us two goofy girls,
i've looked for you out there in another,
but i failed horribly; i became my own stranger.

i wont say "i miss you" right to your face,
i wont even share this piercing longing i embraced,
knowing you're fine is all i need to make sure,
but how i wish you are fine with me behind ya.

i suck at saying i-love-you's, but ah, so are you,
i suck real bad, so i'll just leave you to,
just think of me once in any given nights,
hopefully the darkness will turn itself bright.

you are in good hands, now, in fact, so secure,
tangan beruang kot, for that, rest assured,
take care of yourself my lovely piece of my soul,
Know that i'm never complete without you;
i am--
a lost ghoul.






for my kiddo, bee. for i suck at saying goodbyes.

22 comments:

☻UsaGi NaNa☻ said...

the single words in here are soo touching!

Ahmad Tongkeng said...
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puteraduyong said...

like the "tangan beruang" too...
feel safe n little hot...

goodbye...

angel said...

awesome. apa yang aku rasa ketika ini.

miss you.

y e n n said...

this really means a lot.

Izzaty Ishak said...

You've just written what my heart wishes to say~

Thanks Sis Fynn~

oh nudra said...

This makes me into tears.

Budak Pensel said...

der fynn...

erm... ok


....

ok

... hehe

salwaismail said...

awesome! :)

bahiyah ibrahim said...

fynn jamal is the best <3

Rimbun Photography said...

emm..anugerah tuhan

Nur Farhana Chao said...

Oh my goodness! Saya baru perasan entry ni. OK2. Saya cool. Tak nangis pun. Walaupun awak nak tinggalkan saya dan pergi jauh2 dah. Saya Ok. *Hidung kembang kuncup tahan nangis*

iLiAiSyAhkaDir said...

the word is so sweet.. owh u just post when my heart feel the same. . i share ea.. thanks

fz said...

will miss u my brutale sis..hehe XD

E-ra paSha said...

love u soo much3 sis fynn!! heee..btwy i follow u here =)

puteri ain said...

fantastic babeh ;)

merahitujambu said...

terBAIK

Подтверждаю said...

as salam..
endless hope.never let your emotion suck out your will for nothing.

may Allah bless u lil kecik.
an invitation to the truth


Berubat Dengan Minyak Wangi Ka'abah

eff said...

i love u.ur everything i wanted to be.and yet even more so amazing.ur a talented lady.u deserve a crown

Anonymous said...

luv it

Camy Alya said...

sober :'(

Nurhaya Omar said...

Beautiful :) Fell in love with every single words.